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The Dream Killer
Hi, and welcome back. Last time I shared with you about a traumatic experience I had at a creative seminar I attended. On that day, I realised that I no longer had any dreams, and that hope had been banished from my heart. Everything came crashing down; I was in shock. How had I let myself get into such a mess? I asked Holy Spirit that question, and He told me that I had been living in ‘survival mode’. Everything I did was subconsciously designed with the aim of just surviv

Nicky Heymans
Jan 235 min read


Take the Pen
Today, we bring to a close the theme of ‘Free to Be Me’. The process of understanding who we truly are, who God created us to be, is a long one. However, it is so wonderful when you get to the stage when you are able to say that you not only love who you are, but you actually like yourself too! For many, many years, I couldn’t say that. I didn’t like myself. I sort of loved myself, because I was told that, if you’re a Christian, you must love yourself, otherwise you’re rejec

Nicky Heymans
Jan 95 min read



Angela Hall
Dec 17, 20250 min read


The Freed Me -
You’ve got me, to be me Cos you see me You don’t hold back Now you free me. Cos you see deep down And you free me deep down You took a good look And you helped me unclown You saw my whole frame And you took my whole shame You saw what I couldn’t And you built it again You took my hurts and lies Redefined my whole demise Became them at the cross And to my surprise You rose and flew again Took it all for now and then You fulfilled all the whys The what’s, the how’s, and when. Y

Kevin McStay
Dec 17, 20252 min read


Nameless and Aimless
I was... nameless, aimless, Frightened and frameless, Fearful, tearful and confused. I was... graceless, baseless, Fragile and faceless Chaotic, neurotic and abused. I was... Cut up, shut up Beat up and boozed up Burnt up, battered and bruised. So, this is my story Gut rot to glory Abused and accused now defused. For He knocked on my door N' Came to explore Was I ready to ask and receive I invited him in We had a bite and a chin N' I said I'm ready to believe I too

Kevin McStay
Nov 4, 20252 min read


Walking Away
The hardest thing today When I had to walk away I simply could not stay Walking away is necessary I reached out day after day For us every day, I would pray I gave us every opportunity Walking away is necessary So, walk away, walk away We've nothing more to say There's no more aces to play Walking away is healthy Daily asking the question why But getting not one reply For us, my heart does cry Walking away is necessary So, walk away, walk away We've nothing more to say There'

Sarah Joy Holden
Nov 1, 20251 min read



Angela Hall
Sep 29, 20250 min read


The Invitation
Dear child I invite you to walk boldly to my throne. You do not need to enter my presence with shame or fear. I invite you to come with...

Angela Hall
Sep 14, 20251 min read


Scandal of your love (communion song)
As I now eat This piece of bread And healing pours From your pierced flesh The way it does And as I drink With you this wine I see the...

Neil Gracie
Jul 23, 20251 min read


The OmniPotentate God-Man –The Cross, The Curse, The Christ
The one who was cursed upon the cross, He took my pain, my tears, my loss. He took my pain, my tears, my loss. The one who was cursed...

Kevin McStay
Jul 15, 20251 min read


Nothing else
I don’t have words To thank you for How much I’ve been Forgiven The world’s too small To even store The list You presence is The only...

Neil Gracie
Jul 12, 20251 min read


Still you Soul
All the deafening noise of violent words Is reduced now to a hush How he longs for you to really know The power of death is crushed...

Neil Gracie
Jun 5, 20251 min read


Uncreated One
Oh precious king We gather as your bride To give you thanks for For the overwhelming price You paid for all of us For by the power Of...

Neil Gracie
May 16, 20251 min read


Assisted ‘dying’ - a reflection
I was struggling with the emotional scars from a past hurt that still lingered from a misunderstanding with someone in a team I was part...

Neil Gracie
May 15, 20253 min read


Bow To Me
I love the richness Of forgiveness Of being about my Father’s business Where I am free How being in Jesus Who never leaves us Means the...

Neil Gracie
May 9, 20251 min read


THE FRIEND
Created by Author What friend shall ever die for me? Sentenced to death for no crime Taking my place, setting me free That's what my...

Sarah Joy Holden
May 6, 20251 min read


Born Again
Smooth harmonies of love Are drowning deep within The clashing noise of pain …. And where my heart was dry You’re teaching me to drink...

Neil Gracie
Apr 30, 20252 min read


His sacrifice for my freedom
Recently, I had an encounter with Jesus during which I was reflecting on His sacrifice for me. I visualised the nails that crucified Him...

Vicki Hird
Apr 18, 20252 min read


You are not alone
“Even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. ” Psalms 139:12 There’s...

Angela Hall
Apr 18, 20252 min read


My God. My God
‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ Psalm 22:1, Matthew 27:46 & Mark 15:34 The LORD God did not forsake you. He did not leave...

Lorna Doughty
Apr 18, 20253 min read
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